One story 3rd June ~

A worth story to realize how strong a woman can go in love ..

" Her boyfriend wasn't making it properly. From small gap to a huge gap in few weeks. She was worried , she couldn't understand what is wrong. She calls him daily but he seems like he avoiding her without any purpose. She go on crying. She couldn't handle him properly. His words were hurting her. She couldn't go speechless neither against him. People were blaming her for his changes.  It's all turned from " yes baby " to " AHH AHH " . Some random reason disturbed her. She just couldn't hold it any longer , she left her heart do its job. Almost a time , she had this suffer and she is suffering. Her tears are more like rainfall. She screamed in anger , in frust and her tears wasn't just a normal water which flows. She keep forgiving him , day by day. She receive no text from him and no calls. Her legs wasn't at one place , she keeps wondering and her mind .. ( no need to say ). That two days where he disappeared where nobody knows where is he. She called him even they had arguments. She still care. The next day , she still called him. He promised her so much things and he isn't fulfilling it at the moment. She had sleepless night , crying all day and night and wonder how ugly she is in the mirror. She had a few friends of her convincing her. Something encourage her not to give up even how many time she wanted too. After so much , he spoke to her . He called her next morning. Her feelings wasn't stable. She don't know what to do. She let go , he promised her he would come and meet her. Sadly , he didn't. She was disappointed. Life thought her so many things. She trusted no one after so much but only this person brought back her trust , her love and everything. He were disappointing her each time. Her decision was a quick but not a worth one. She left to the place he work with the help of her friends. She went to the place , saw him smoking with his colleagues. She was in anger , stressed and depressed. She was tired. She start shooting him questions she never want to ask. All he did is answering back. He still needs her. But her mind is too stubborn. She wants him to let her go. He still held her. They had few dramas , dreams and argument. She cried , she shouts and all nobody had never understand her was her feelings. He said sorry , but no one understand the sorry never mean anything to her heartbreak anymore. She was all broke , she want to let it go. She wants the pain to be shorter. She couldn't handle him , she couldn't stare at his eyes , she couldn't hold her tears , why were she came all the way when she is weak ? She need an answer. She was feeling insecure. She had no one to express , shout and show such a lifeless feeling. She only had her boyfriend which she feels he is no more there. All his words may seem true but nothing goes into her heart or brain. It was lie , it's all lie. He hugged her , she wants it badly but she is fighting back with her soul. She never wants to give up on him but she wants to let it go. She couldn't understand why do he need time for himself when he have her to tell what he want ? He isn't telling her anything and he aspects her to understand things. He aspect her to understand how changes happen when a person isn't stable. She is too young to even qualified for changes in love. He aspects her to understand everything. He still lied , he comforted her. He might have won the race not because he is right , it is because she is trying hard to leave. When she says she want to leave , he needs her. Clearly seen , he needs her. But this is really clear , she MEAN her need when she went all the way to meet him. Usually he will come because he mean his need. Now , she need HIM. She left him , it was all tears on road. She came back with a relieved feeling. She doesn't know what to do. She hates him so much. She is broken. She can feel her heart shape is no more. She beliefs whatever is going to happen is a lie. She understands that in this world , you are gonna stay alone because nobody leads anyone. She came back , smiling without knowing any reason behind it. She knew life isn't unpredictable. But she do realized she spent sitting alone in a room. She were thinking whatever happened. She never went so far in a very short period. She loved him. She love him. She will love him. Time isn't right. She left him alone. She knew she did her best to be in the place. It's easy to get something than letting go it."

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xoxox.